Do not struggle trying to figure out what is wrong. If you keep on talking and asking about what is wrong, you will continue to get wrong in your life. The first thing to do is make a list of what you want in your life, then focus. Be thankful for what is good and more will come. Concentrate on the general feeling of wellness and do not set restriction to source Basically, remember the song: "Don't Worry, Be Happy" ? That's it... that is exactly it. Listen to me talk about thoughts and how to change them to the positive: $0.75/min (8 min recording) Sophia